Just writing..

Ooohh...wow... I'm starting a new blog today..
This is really new to me and I hope no one will fine my blog..no one will ever read it really...
I just do this for myself..
I dunno how this will be functioning and who'll be able to read it..
But that doesn't matter to me..
Since I was in secondary school I just like to write to myself in a diary..
but I hate to read or see it because my handwriting is so ugly...
Now I have this blog thingy and I'm so happy..
In March 2019 I'm going to be 24..
I don't care what other people think bout me.. I really don't.. I will just treat this like a diary so I assume no one will read it.. So it is fine no matter how stupid my writings are. LOL

I dunno... I broke up with my boyfriend last year. Yes I was sad...but there r tremendous things that i learned from that. OMG...hurm.. but one thing for sure...I don't need anyone by myside..myself is enough..From this break up... I learned to love myself more..to appreciate myself more.. to be good to myself... to be more patience to myself..

Okay, wait..this might be out of topic...erm...sometimes i don't feel okay to write everything on the internet u know..coz it might be harmful...the world is not safe anymore...so many things like hackers and everything..I dunno..hm...but what ever it is..I just hope Allah will protects me in whatever I do.. coz I never had any bad intention or want to cause anything bad to anyone..

Erm...okay...I hope I can meet n find someone who I can share everything u know..who can understand me and share thoughts with me. But yeah, we are adult now right...so nobody does that anymore..I understand..I start to lose my friends...Even my own bestfriends..so that is why i don't bother to look for them anymore...I'm tired...I dunno why they have to show like they are being super bust that they don't even have time to reply ur texts and left u on read. Whatever..It is okay..I know everyone is good..They are just struggling too..and sometimes they just dunno how right.. Like myself...I want to be good all the time... but sometimes my mood just won't let me...So it is okay...hurmm...

okay..what else can i do with this blog..haha...need to explore yeah..this what i like the most..can i put my pics can i change the background... gonna see how it gonna turn up to be..yeayy...continue later...chaoss muahhh